Thing are REALLY going south..

So I made a running animation for what would the the final character sprite: runno.gif

But, honestly, I've been having a godawful time in the past 5-6 hours. I really wanna finish my entry, but I've been feeling really stressed and upset. It seems that I am really bad at managing my stress. And it sucks ass too, because I wanted to return to Ludum Dare. I want to be around for the 20th anniversary of this competition, and I'd really, really, really don't wanna miss it! But if I wanna have any chance at that, it would have to be in the Jam category; probably with me in a group as the artist, even though I'm not a great artist.

I really want to stress that I HATE having to leave right after establishing my return! I'm in absolute despair writing this; I want to submit my game, no matter how unfinished. I am incredibly sad making this post. It doesn't help that my family will be moving to another house later this month! This has become an utter NIGHTMARE!! And I just wanna wake up!

I guess Ludum Dare isn't for me, and saying that makes me so, so sad. I'm gonna go to bed, though I might respond via my phone, because I don't immediately go to sleep. If I still feel incredibly stressed after waking up, then I simply cannot continue on anymore. And I wanna clarify, I am NOT begging for sympathy! I do not feel that I normally deserve it; and yes, I really am feeling super distraught right now!

I hope, for the love of GOD, that you all are doing MUCH better than me!