Almost made it, and I failed
I almost made it. I was doing SO well, but I ultimately failed. I want to blame my failure on an IRL event, but I know it was all me. I shouldn’t have attended it. This means so much to me because I WANTED to get this done on time. This is my first time participating in something like this and actually getting anything substantial finished. I feel so disappointed now. Maybe I was too ambitious? Maybe I wasted too much time doing IRL things and I need to spend less time away from my work? I dunno.
I would suggest to narrow down the reasons that made you not finish. Maybe write a post mortem just to get that clear. You seem not to be very clear about the reasons and if you don’t recognize them, it may happen again.