* A little post-LD self portrait of one of the sides of the dialogue in the game (you probably can guess which one when you play the game, ~~also this twink doesn’t appear to us this demonic tbh but it’s his point of view~~): *
~~For any legal purposes we are the same person with my guy~~
https://ldjam.com/events/ludum-dare/58/blank
Pleasantly surprised that our little mental stuff got pretty high in ranking! Also I kinda missed that the source code was private the whole time and fixed it like yesterday I think, sorry ahahha
Glad to see that my music gets into top-100 again, I'm pretty nooby at it and have a poor knowledge base but I try my best
https://ldjam.com/events/ludum-dare/58/blank
Damn
I just realised that this LD was my personal best basically in every category
The other ones were in some hundreds overall and had like 1000+ places in some categories, this is what was the best before:
And it was done in a small but, like, a team nonetheless, while this year is my second compo in a row (wasn't in a good mental state last time to give any ratings sorry, I actually still have a couple of games from it I wanted to check open in my browser somewhere lol)
While this is what I got this time (I posted it already but for the context)
Now I'm left to wonder if participating in stuff like GameOff is a good idea considering my tight schedule (full time job as a game designer + masterate with semester ending in mid-december, I have some considerable works to do + occasional activism + chronic mental stuff as you could see in my game lmao).
I'd really like to finish a game demo we had to drop at ShovelJam this summer because miscommunication and broken promises (assets were a little bit rushed but basically ready to be used in game, then dev failed to communicate with me about anything and just ghosted me till the very end, I barely can code something complicateed, so I couldn't do it by myself and gave up at the deadline hour) but my team might be busy af as well :(
ngl LD is always inspirational and I actually feel that I chose a right field to work in but severe AuDHD burnout takes its toll
Idk yet if I'm participating, considering the news I'd wanna cherish the things while they last but I'm pretty much burned out because of uni, full time job and participating in jams for two months with little free time
maybe if the inspiration strikes tho
but i hope a meaningful (?) one
https://ldjam.com/events/ludum-dare/59/$428172
my uni got some batshit insane load of work at the second semester of the masterate so i'm pretty late on judging and voting, please help me got into 20 votes lol
https://ldjam.com/events/ludum-dare/59/mayday
a car
https://ldjam.com/events/ludum-dare/59/mayday
